THE Bad Feeling::

both of my results are out...Ross is furthur wait and wharton didnt liked me...so what is the feeling i am having now...is it despair or is it dejection ona rejection... everyone says donthink about it it happens and forget about it...is it so easy to do that..may it is...may be its not...

so what was i expecting out of this...wasnt I waiting a call from adcom to say hey Dude u r a whartonite now...but my phone didnt ring and i kept waiting... dont knwo what to conclude on this wait... the next logical thing my mind ( dont know to say my logical mind or my illogical mind) is thinking of to gauge what did i missed in my profile... and this wait game again starts ...wharton says feedback sessions wil start in june sometime...so what to do then...may be send my essays to some friendfs or rather i shud say acquaintances i made during my visit ot owharton and ask them to suggest me what did i miss...was it experience..or was my profile too mundane to be of the quality of THE Wharton,..may be i think its the latter case...but dont knwo whether i can say that my profiel was too mundane..may be i made it look like mundane...so now the war is to think and rethink what to do to shine out and be a whartonite or a kellogian or whatever they call it ...

another thing that stands in front of me is do i want to try again...do i want to go through this pain of application process and god forbidden this wait process... i think my answer will be yes...i do want to ...i dont hink i will give up so early...i didnt in my GMAT..

so i wil be spending lot of time from now to think about strategy ( what a good word) and i hope even more to execute it ... and ya how can i forget the luck factor popularly knwon as L factor...i dont think i am at friends with this guy... looking at past 4-5 yrs i dont think we are gelling with each other pretty well...but lets see when the dude shake hands with me..